This is a repost of something i posted in the group "psychonauts" but it is relevant to here also... so here we go ::
I want to know what you see when you get high, when your psylocin kicks in or your dmt peaks (or whatever else). I'm curious as to what your brains perceive, because I imagine they're much different from mine.
In trade I will share a recent exploration with my friend Dimitri :
I took a good few drags off of my pipe, the smoke was pretty thick. At the tail end of re-lighting it and finishing the dose i had put in there, the pipe began to look alien or foreign to me and i didnt feel any air coming into my mouth even though I knew I was inhaling. Lighting it was confusing almost like my body was doing it on purpose. But I figured out what i was doing anyway and finished my last drag...
I put the pipe down on my now very brilliantly purple felted box and turned back to facing my bedroom from a corner on my bed, and felt like something had put its hand or finger under my chin as to lift my head and say "Pay Attention." I lifted my head and I closed my eyes after seeing the roof of my bedroom come off and parts of my room fly out and be replaced with other doll furniture and doll toys. I had a white lace umbrella near me (open) in a papasan directly to the left of me, and it appeared to spin and get brighter with each heart beat.
My eyes now closed my mind went into the same type of organization I had gone through two times before with this kind of dose. It's as if my mind organizes my thoughts in visual form for me, arrows, patterns cutting off slices of my vision to be set aside for one specific item at a time, each section different. Arrows criss crossing around and little bridges of color flying around, creating new pathways. I can't remember the specifics of the items that appeared, but they were like little icons. Flat 1 dimensional icons - like of an elephant would just be a solid elephant icon in blue, or blue with spots in the shape of an elephant.
Without control, of course, my mind would select an image and then zoom in to it, creating a whole new group of images and bridges in front of me.
Sometimes I follow the pathways, sometimes i select items to look at (seemingly through curiosity.. i dont know if there's reason behind which items i look at just yet..). It's always very delightful, lots of colors and different things to keep me very entertained and busy..
When I OPEN my eyes, things are very cartoony and cut off into specific shapes. Like if I had a tooth brush laying on the ground or something, it wouldn't be 3d it would most likely pop out, looking like a paper representation of the same item with a glow around it..
When the visuals fade off I usually lay and think for a little while, giving myself a cool down period kind of thing.
The things DMT shows me are beautiful and bright, entertaining and perfect. Beautiful colors and items that I love. Like my own personal little toy box in my brain that I only get to play with when I visit Dimitri. I felt very much like a little doll after this vision, i made sure my roof was closed before I laid down to think this time... hehe
Do you have any fond memories from visions past that you would like to share? I would love to hear them in any way that you can try to explain. I am curious =)
I want to know what you see when you get high, when your psylocin kicks in or your dmt peaks (or whatever else). I'm curious as to what your brains perceive, because I imagine they're much different from mine.
In trade I will share a recent exploration with my friend Dimitri :
I took a good few drags off of my pipe, the smoke was pretty thick. At the tail end of re-lighting it and finishing the dose i had put in there, the pipe began to look alien or foreign to me and i didnt feel any air coming into my mouth even though I knew I was inhaling. Lighting it was confusing almost like my body was doing it on purpose. But I figured out what i was doing anyway and finished my last drag...
I put the pipe down on my now very brilliantly purple felted box and turned back to facing my bedroom from a corner on my bed, and felt like something had put its hand or finger under my chin as to lift my head and say "Pay Attention." I lifted my head and I closed my eyes after seeing the roof of my bedroom come off and parts of my room fly out and be replaced with other doll furniture and doll toys. I had a white lace umbrella near me (open) in a papasan directly to the left of me, and it appeared to spin and get brighter with each heart beat.
My eyes now closed my mind went into the same type of organization I had gone through two times before with this kind of dose. It's as if my mind organizes my thoughts in visual form for me, arrows, patterns cutting off slices of my vision to be set aside for one specific item at a time, each section different. Arrows criss crossing around and little bridges of color flying around, creating new pathways. I can't remember the specifics of the items that appeared, but they were like little icons. Flat 1 dimensional icons - like of an elephant would just be a solid elephant icon in blue, or blue with spots in the shape of an elephant.
Without control, of course, my mind would select an image and then zoom in to it, creating a whole new group of images and bridges in front of me.
Sometimes I follow the pathways, sometimes i select items to look at (seemingly through curiosity.. i dont know if there's reason behind which items i look at just yet..). It's always very delightful, lots of colors and different things to keep me very entertained and busy..
When I OPEN my eyes, things are very cartoony and cut off into specific shapes. Like if I had a tooth brush laying on the ground or something, it wouldn't be 3d it would most likely pop out, looking like a paper representation of the same item with a glow around it..
When the visuals fade off I usually lay and think for a little while, giving myself a cool down period kind of thing.
The things DMT shows me are beautiful and bright, entertaining and perfect. Beautiful colors and items that I love. Like my own personal little toy box in my brain that I only get to play with when I visit Dimitri. I felt very much like a little doll after this vision, i made sure my roof was closed before I laid down to think this time... hehe
Do you have any fond memories from visions past that you would like to share? I would love to hear them in any way that you can try to explain. I am curious =)
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Sat, May 3, 2008 - 7:39 PMI see that our universe was created as an experiment
I see that every atom acts like a wormhole
I see dimensions overlapping
I see others watching
I see rapid cymatic futuristic art
I see that there are masters of physics (and physiclessness) in our universe.
I see that consciousness and awareness is universal
and happen due to density, and sacred geometry forming
fractally multiplying.
I see truth, I see mystery, I see the most complex things.
I know my views are far-out and absurd, but I do not care.
There is so much more going on.
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Sat, May 3, 2008 - 9:38 PMIf you want to really travel, take a hit of DMT while listening to PsyTrance music on your headphones. These guys VOID really jam...download this and start with track 3 instead of 1: www.voidmusic.net/mwmm/
Also check out:
PsyCraft
PsySex
1200 Micrograms
Growling Mad Scientists
There is a lot of talk about Binaural Beats, but in my experience, Psytrance plus DMT equals TRUTH! I have seen the most intense calculus equations explaining trance music while on DMT. If you really want to get off, take an MAOI about an hour before smoking DMT. About 3 grams of Syrian rue crushed up and put into a capsule will let you have the MAOI effects without getting sick. MOA enzymes metabolize DMT and the Syrian rue will make DMT last in the bloodstream for a couple of hours, rather than a few minutes.
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Sun, May 4, 2008 - 7:54 AMI always listen to music loudly or as loud as I can while about to embark on an adventure indeed... I do like those music makers you mentioned :) 1200 micrograms is very pleasant from what I remember! :) My favorite kind of music to listen to while visiting other realms is minimal on di.fm. It's not too busy, not to slow, but it makes sure I have interesting things to listen to while listening to my visions more.
I plan on eating some mushrooms and smoking DMT on my peak sometime in the near future... I would absolutely LOVE to have a longer DMT trip.. I heard eating the mushrooms would do this too. Do you know this to be true?
I don't have any MAOIs readily available, so anything else that would do the trick that you could advise would be grand. :] -
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Sun, May 4, 2008 - 4:03 PMmaoi's do indeed extend the dmt experience as well as change it's characteristics somewhat. much longer, more intense. CAUTION!!! don't use maoi's without being aware of their near lethal effect on some people when taken within 3 weeks of some antidepressants such as paxil, etc and some food products (some cheese, wine plus a whole checklist). The effect on your blood pressure is tremendous under the right circumstances, I have experienced these. That said, and all research completed on maoi's at website Erowid.com and your diet slightly modified for a short while, many of us find that dmt + maoi to be one of the strongest of transformers and transporters to other worlds quite different from the shrooms, L realms. At least on your first spectacular launch, you would want a sitter, maybe just to tell you that you are still breathing when you think you've stopped and to watch what you do with your body while in other realms.
Fully explore the dmt information at Erowid.com. and at this dmt tribe. Read the many reports from other psychonauts, first timers, experienced users, etc. This is a sacred tool that you now have, and it comes with instructions. They are all at Erowid.com free......from us......to.....you. -
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Sun, May 4, 2008 - 4:33 PMYes Larry, you are correct...Do not mix MAOI's with any other drugs, especially anti-depressants and opiates as MAO enzymes are also resposible for the breakdown of those chemicals and you could easliy overdose. Also caution that if you take an MAOI and are suseptable to depression, the next day or two can be rough, much like the day after rolling on X. MAOI's stop the enzymes resposible for the breakdown of Seritonin in the brain as well. If you use too much Seritonin one day, you will have less the next day, hence an automatic depression.
Now with that said, you can easily order Syrian Rue seeds online, as well as more potent extracts that will get the job done. You can also eat DMT when taking an MAOI...and then you can also smoke some more DMT while you are eating it, on the MAOI. That will make you trip balls for like five to eight hours!
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Sun, May 4, 2008 - 5:07 PMI've had my friend Dimitri by my side for a while now, he's a good friend. :]
I have read about the effects of MAOIs on the body which is why I do not want to take one. I don't take any medications that would be effected by an MAOI but I probably eat off of that check list if I remember correctly. As I asked before, do you know if mushrooms do the same thing as the MAOI? I'd much rather put mother nature in my body than some mystery pill... Especially since I don't have any MAOIs. -
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Sun, May 4, 2008 - 7:55 PMLindsey, I understand your concerns but MAOI's are safe and completely natural. We are not talking about prescription MAOI's, such as Nardil. MAOI is more of a general acronym that describes any substance that temporarily stops production of the digestive enzyme, Monoamine Oxidase. I try not take anything that isn't 100% natural and in fact, the effects of the MAOI on it's own are quite pleasant and calming because it is naturally allowing more Serotonin into your brain. It's feels much like taking a Percocet or codeine pill, without the pill.
A good idea might be to do some research on something called Ayahuasca, which is a psychedelic brew that has been used for thousands of years in South America. It contains DMT and MAOI containing plants. The reactions to combinations with food are exaggerated, at least in my experience and I am EXTREMELY conscious of food reactions because I am allergic to many different foods.
Mushrooms are not and do not contain an MAOI, however Psilocybin, which is the psychoactive chemical present in magic mushrooms is metabolized in the bloodstream by MAO enzymes too, so if you take an MAOI with mushrooms, you are likely to trip 2-3 times as hard.
A good rule for us Psychonauts to go by though, is if you are uncomfortable with it, don't do it.
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 8:32 AMOh, I thought people were suggesting I take some prescription pill as an MAOI.
I've done extensive research on Ayahuasca, also.. It sounds amazing. If I had the tools to create the brew (or the time) I would.. I think I might buy a log for my birthday and experiment as I have some time off. Need to go find something to hack it to pieces with, though. Might be a little difficult for me with my weakened wrists (had daily wrist pain for a while due to a job where i mixed ice cream much like a cold stone ice cream shop). I had planned on trying to do some kind of body cleanse before taking the ayahuasca.. we'll see what happens. =)
MAOIs sound pleasant now that you explained them, I appreciate you taking time to calm my fears of them. They don't sound so bad after all.. I didn't know that syrian rue seeds acted as an maoi, have you taken them DVNO? Do you know if they make you feel the same way (calm and pleasant)? -
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Tue, May 6, 2008 - 3:14 AMLindsey, yeah Syrian Rue seeds contain MAOI's and I have been using them for about a year now with DMT. There is no need to cook up a nasty tasting brew to get the same effects that Ayahusca will give you. Just take 3 grams of Syrian Rue seeds, put them in a coffee grinder and grind them good, then get yourself a few empty capsules (Vitimin Cottage has em) and put the powder in the capsules and swallow. Wait about 30-60 minutes, then you can smoke or eat DMT and it will last for hours rather than minutes. The Syrian Rue feels good on it's own...it calms me down a bit cuz I still get a little nervous before I launch ;-)
It's best to order this stuff online from a reputable vendor, like www.bouncingbearbotanicals.com. They are based in Lawrence, KS and have never let me down. They also carry high-quality mimosa hostilis that you can easily extract DMT from.
Check here:
www.bouncingbearbotanicals.com/sy...tml
www.bouncingbearbotanicals.com/mi...tml
You WILL travel further with an MAOI. I took one big hit of DMT last week while on the seeds and I didn't come down for like three hours! One hit!
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Tue, May 6, 2008 - 11:35 AMYou are so kind for sharing this knowledge! I will definitely be looking into purchasing some of these.. Thank you! -
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Mon, June 2, 2008 - 6:52 PMA simple light MAOI is in raw cacao. This can enhance the fungi experience. Make sure not to combine MAOIs unless you are absolutely sure what you are doing. It can prove to be leathal. Use of some MAOIs require special diet and procedures. Cacao is comparatively harmless to Syrian Rue. Do the research.
www.naturalnews.com/022610.html
Syrian Rue is the real shit and can't taken as lightly. If you are down with it's procedures it will make cacao seem insignificant.
I love cacao anyway. mmmmmm...
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Mon, May 5, 2008 - 5:02 PMLindsey, I have seen exactly the things you so well described. Exactly. Were I as articulate as you I would say exactly what you said. and of course other things as well. Some additional. A definite symbol language comes out of the wall-to-wall carpet and raises up about 2 inches as in embossed. and the cottage cheese acoustical ceiling coating becomes clown heads and designs aplenty. I have seen movie type visuals where there is a full screen shrunk down to about 2 inches long which is hidden in a crack in some wood and when I look close the movie is about me and sometimes there are the clown, machine-elves sitting on top of the screen bouncing around and mental talking at me like, "well, how about that, isn't that witty, genius, what else would you like to see". they sure do make me laugh. also I am staying in a place on a cliff above the waves breaking on rocks below and when I look out sometimes the waves are crashing in four directions at once. BTW many have said and its definitely true for me that looking at large bodies of water on dmt increases the dose because the dmt spirit is a water spirit, even just being very close to bodies of water greatly increases the effect. Try it.
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Tue, May 6, 2008 - 4:02 AMI will tell you of an experience I had...i took the seeds and smoked some spice and was listening to a PsyCraft song called, "Angels" I was transported to a huge place that was like an indoor sports arena, but like 100 times as big. Inside this arena were angels flying around this huge pulsating orb. This orb WAS the song I was listening to. Like I could see the entire song at once, rather than it passing in front of me. Then the angels started to show me extremely complicated calculus equations and I began to absorb this information into my head, like a billion equations per second, explaining the Alpha-Omega....basically math explaining how everything works on earth. Then I came back to the chair I was sitting in, so I took another hit...bam...i got thrown out of my head forward, then sideways, then backwards and I actually transported INTO MY OWN HEAD! Seriously don't know how to explain it, but I was inside my brain with a voice that was guiding me around. He was showing me my memory center and then the pineal gland and told me that this was the part of my brain that was experiencing the DMT trip. So he basically showed me where I was thinking, while I was thinking about it. Weird. I saw the BEST visuals and purple, pink and blue colors that time too. -
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Tue, May 6, 2008 - 11:36 AMPurple and Pink were the colors I saw a majority of on my first 'launch'. It was incredible. I had not liked those colors too much up until that point... I used to love purple but grew out of it somehow. Now Im right back there again. hehe. :)
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Tue, May 6, 2008 - 4:57 AMsquirrels
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Tue, May 6, 2008 - 8:30 PMI have a shit-ton of squirrels and tree trunks in my backyard. Don't need DMT to see those! -
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Thu, May 15, 2008 - 9:14 AMThe patterns are somewhat easier to convey in words. I am more interested in the feelings and emotions experienced while in these realms.
A friend once posed this question to me, and it permanently changed my focus when activating a journey. I always find myself pressed for time when I chime in on the thread these days. I promise to come back soon with a more in depth, and recent account.
The intergalactic council has shared some amazing tools and toys with me. It's getting deep and very hard to put into words.
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Thu, May 15, 2008 - 9:26 AMPuma,
I feel like I am soaring through time, through light.
I feel better than I've ever felt in my entire life, so ecstatic, so curious . .
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Mon, May 19, 2008 - 12:21 AMMost recently I beleive to only have breached the threshold, but I was instantly engulfed in geometric patterns of light and color that seemed connected, like with purpose. The pattern was moving with Rosetta Stoned, which I won't listen too next time because it put kind of a weird spin on things, the patterns stretched their multicolor fractal tentacles around and through me. I became a bit uncomfortable, mainly because spice is a fairly new experience for me. It was as if I had consumed large ammounts of psilocin, I can remember thinking that I hadn't eatin any though, and this was all wrong, but within minutes my cleared, and now I'm looking forward to a deeper journey. -
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Tue, May 20, 2008 - 7:50 AMWelcome home, where DMT organizes your brain for you. :) -
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Tue, May 20, 2008 - 8:28 AMMy houseplants came to life. They seemed to have minds of their own. The texture of the celling changed from random shapes to intricate, Aztec-like etchings. The sunset through the blinds began to swirl with deep orange and blue contrasting colors. I felt like I had stopped breathing, but as if I no longer needed to breathe. -
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Tue, May 20, 2008 - 12:40 PMI'm reading ....intelligence of plants..
and, to me, the biggest shock of all was to read: Plants don't act like brains, and look (sometimes, as in broccoli) like them...
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Tue, May 20, 2008 - 4:29 PMafter snuffing yopo(containing dmt)
i witnessed a strange bug fly up to me,
with horn antennae and a 'unicorn horn'
with strangely human eyes
i did a drawing of it while in the visionary state
and the creature was male-female with
seed-sprout language heiroglyphs spilling from fingertips
full of love,
but something sinister there, perhaps the unknown,
anyone who has seen luke brown's art must know of
his 'baphomet' creatures, guardians of the higher realms,
this is the same creature bug insect moth being i saw
satanic demon? or angelic faerie? both or something beyond?
since then i have learned a lot about the knights templar
and their supposed baphomet worship as well as
aleister crowley's claim of being incarnate,
and all those freemason secrets................
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Wed, May 21, 2008 - 9:23 AMDid somebody say 'squirrel'?
I saw something on July 3 1999 that blew my mind. It lasted for just a second.
Frieds and I at that time, actually mostly thoughout the nineties, were having
our own parties out in the local desert. They were glorious, just a few people.
Anyway, at a certain point, near dawn, in that prelit false dawn, due to some
'circumstances' I had a vision. An etheric lady, popping in through some
transdimensional doorway, related a very scrambled message to me...
I got the sense that it had been 'slipped under the doorway' before, but for
some reason I was now lucid enough to 'see' the experience. It was like
a gavel coming down, like a form of judgment. I could describe it in more
detail, but basically it came down to the numbers 5 and 2. 5 'emanations'
so far, 2 left. A kind of responsibility leveled upon me. I was riled, almost
hostile to being 'coerced' in that manner. In the second or two that it was
happening, I turned toward this being with wolfish intent (one of my friends
labeled our group Lupus Grex), having all mind to shove my foot in that doorway
to keep it from closing. The 'being', however it was communicating to me,
actually gasped to the effect of 'oh shit!' and immediately slammed that
crystaline etheric doorway. As the 'state' had come on, I had that familiar
'reality just etched by the hand of God' clarity, and actually thought I heard my
friends howling like wolves from the desert rocks themselves. I felt hugely
energetic for quite a time afterwards.
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Mon, June 2, 2008 - 2:36 PMHello everyone,
So I just had my very first experience with DMT last week. I had never even heard of it until a buddy of mine explained it all to me. Well his explanation was short compared to my actual experience! I was first disappointed when he gave me my own bowl to smoke and left me in a quiet room alone, well I smoked it, and nothing happened, I thought it was a joke. I told him of this so we loaded two bowls as this time he would trip with me.
On my second bowl I took my first hit and began to feel buzzy and light headed, on my second hit as soon as I tried to exhale I had the biggest adrenaline rush of my life! Within a flash I left my body and soared thru the roof, the sky, and the universe in a wormhole and suddenly stopped and came into a temple. I really thought that I had just ODed on the DMT because I thought that I had stopped breathing and my heart stopped beating. I was scared shitless to say the least. But as soon as I came to the temple I knew I was still alive and breathing, for the room I was in had beautifully structured pillars that pulsated with the rhythm of my body, my breathing. I could see a million faces within faces that were apart of this structure along with far complex geometrical shapes that bounded the structure together. Colors so bright and brilliant that it would seem that I had never noticed these colors around me in reality before until now. I recall saying “WOW” in my head but hearing it echo thru this room as if I was literally standing in there. Although I didn’t meet any beings as I half expected to because I’ve heard of people meeting aliens or entities of some sort, I still had an exhilarating experience, by far the biggest exhilarating experience in my life. I look forward to hopefully getting the opportunity to try this again and see where it takes me next time. -
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Mon, June 2, 2008 - 2:59 PMYes this temple seems to be like some sort of place to start.
Like the portal of the throat ends in this temple.
And when you get there . .
if you aren't too awestruck
you can explore.
while exploring
you may be explored.
I know I have.
THOR went here not too long ago after eating two squares of albert hoffman petting his cat.
Pressing my palms together
the interdimensional rotation of large stone gears
lined with halographic and glowing symbols,
reminiscent of sanskrit
yet so futuristic.
Pressing the palms creating a place of unpenetratable tension in space
causing something like a grid to come into play.
The pillars, crystalline and drooping
between sometimes clouds.
Perfect mandalas everywhere.
The rapid soaring through information
with cymatic rhythm
nothing ever this vivid,
beautiful
molding, spinning off into the black patterns glowing green
4/4 music bumping from accross the pasture bubbles and explains to me the icaro
funk at light speed
holding the hand of my best friend
who wore the head dress of the galaxy
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Mon, June 2, 2008 - 7:16 PMThe fondest vision I have came on 5meo-DMT that was synthesized in a lab.
There was a whole process and many details to it, but the peak is what made a permanent change in me.
At the gates there was a tremendous sense of being stalked. I could feel it ensuing from all directions and with all senses. It was as if in a strange jungle with the fiercest of it's catlike predators surrounding waiting to pounce. There was a sense of hopelessness as they stalked nearer. At that moment it struck me that this was of my own device. I had brought this onto myself. I was naked with no defense. With my will I surrendered to the attacking beasts. They pounced!!!
Their merciless attack was the opposite of what I had expected. Instead of the agonizing pain and suffering, the devouring was pure bliss. All was being stripped away. My body, my mind, all perceptions, I mean everything!! The sense of pure bliss was all that remained in that form of formlessness! Peace. No Movement. No Interruptions. No thing ness. Eternally!
This state of absolute ego-death showed me the true fabric of my being, and has remained at the core of my heart ever since. Nontarnishable just like gold.
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Sun, June 8, 2008 - 8:02 AMI had another small visitation with my friend Dimitri again last night - but this one is far far more interesting and mind blowing than the other ones.... I don't know how to rationalize it...
I only had a lighter (no torch) so the smoke was thin and slow, so I had to inhale fully three times before smoking the pipe became a strange experience. (I personally know when to stop when the pipe begins to transform into something else, becomes SUPER shiney, or actually feels weird in my hand or on my lips...)
I set my pipe down and immediately closed my eyes, sat up straight, and put my hands in my lap. I was on a floating colored dot, kind of like my own personal flying carpet - with other colored dots and symbols flying around me in their own paths. I was greeted by 6 or 7 beings of color - human shaped but no details - I didn't try to make eye contact instinctively... I wish I had now... so curious!... hmm...
Anyhow... they immediately started to GIVE me things! They all held out their hands with glowing pyramids and shapes in them and shoved the things towards me and it was like I absorbed these gifts. I was so happy, so thrilled - a HUGE smile crossed my face and I couldn't help but be overwhelmed. So happy - so happy... I put my hands both up to my forehead and put them together in the typical bowing form and bowed as low and as much as I could while they were giving me these things. I smiled a ton - I don't think I stopped during this whole experience. Well... until this part -
Now, they were taking things from me. One bigger being put his arms towards me (and seemingly inside of me like the other things absorbed into me) and pulled out a golden glowing pyramid full of complex equations and numbers - swirling symbols and etc. It was like they were harvesting information...it didn't seem malicious or anything - I do not mind other beings indulging their curiosities with my bits of information. Not at all. It was just so weird to me ...
My information now in their hands - they put it away and things began to start fading as the dose wasn't very much. It looked like I was behind a stage now (like a DJ stage) watching a crowd (but it wasnt detailed enough for me to see one) and it seemed as if I was backing up from this backstage view - visions getting weaker and weaker - I opened my eyes and stared at the tapestry above my bed - the one in this image : img112.imageshack.us/img112/...2dq0.jpg
I wonder if communication like this will happen again. ... that pyramid of glowing flowing information is still on my mind. It was so pretty! I'm still in awe. I don't know what their presents were for (I assume it is because of my upcoming birthday, June 17) ... or maybe they're just nice... or maybe it was a trade... hehe.... so neat... Dimitri - you are an interesting little fellow. <3 -
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Sun, June 8, 2008 - 8:25 AMLindsey'
You met yourself is all' through the veil' your own reflection'~
No 6-7 beings' these entities are of your own creation' by reflection'~
If you do not believe me then place your right hand in the mirror' you shall see you left hand in the mirror by reflection'~
Your mind is the projector' and the mirror' so of what you experience' is of your own projections' upon your own mirror'~
The light you see shines on you from within not without'
All is in the mind'
All is a reflection of self in the mirror of ones own making' reflected off the mirror of universe mind'~
All is memory' nothing in the "now or the future" all is past'~ only of what you hold as memory attachments to of who you remember yourself being'~
All is memory reflection projection'~ Mirrored' through emotion e'go perceptions'~
You smoke the pipe' mind loses those so called normal memory attachments, so has to build new ones so as to keep reference in the mind field' the pipe smashes ones normal mind map' so mind runs and buils new ones by memories attachments'
Smoke enough and not even mind can build, location memeory attachments' everything becomes white light in motion'
Blessed Be'~
Motumbu'~
Puma'
Anyhow, what do you FEEL when on the other side?
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Re: Visions (Please share with me)
Sun, June 8, 2008 - 9:04 AMI feel positive buzzing energy - kind of floaty. I don't really feel my body at all while visiting the other side of things. I'm more just... paying attention - focusing on whats going on on the back of my eyelids. I like your explanation much better - it makes me remember that all of my other trips have all been about organizing my thoughts and getting to know more about whats in my head. But as I'm the only person to experience it ... there is no way for me to REALLY explain it in enough detail. I suppose i will think on it some more... I can't believe how thrilled I was and how happy I became when they were gifting me things. It made me appreciate the bow so much more.
As I wrote this this morning my co-worker (only other person here) was talking about caffeine and how cool it is because it actually combats the chemical in your brain telling you to go to sleep... then we went on to talk about cool chemicals in the brain... and I didnt mention anything of this nature - not at all - and he said "Man, I'd love a shot of dream juice right about now - just to keep life interesting" and I stuttered - bit my tounge - and said ".... you know they have extracted that right? Like.. just for your info ... they ACTUALLY have that." and he was like "OH no no, dont want to trip at work."
:O!
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Re: Visions (Please share with me)
Sun, June 8, 2008 - 9:38 AM
Anyhow, what do you FEEL when on the other side?
Like a water boatman' chucked into the middle of the deep blue sea'~
Not to carry emotion's attachments, because you can sink under the weight'
Like gravity holds us down'~
Shocked' elated' full of the force of life' like someone opend up the forcet a lot more' and the light like water' gushes in'~
I still feel extremely small/big' all inwards to a oint outwards to infinities sphere'~
I try not to carry emotion with me' so body numb' breathing shallow' mind only focusing on the moment infront' no peconceptions, unless I am working' then emotion becomes symbol reflection, and it can get a bit WTF dude' but it is all good' he he he'~
Bliss'~
Motumbu'~ -
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speed of light
Sun, June 8, 2008 - 9:58 AMthe currents . .
the crystalline precision . .
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lightning
Sun, June 8, 2008 - 10:06 AMoooo
I get chills thinking about the way consciousness flows through this place
they sent us fungus, and now there are obviously others who can tune into these states of quantum observation. (call it what thou will)
We humans are seriously no where near the peak potential of consciousness (if there even is any . .)
There are 'others' out there amongst the bajillions of galaxies who have evolved this precious awareness . .
and what would you do if you had the universe at your fingertips?
Communication. What are you receiving?
Listen to the stars . .
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Re: lightning
Sun, June 8, 2008 - 2:52 PMSo what of this "Temple"???
I have been thinking about this for a few days.
Any ideas as to what this TEMPLE is.
A few years ago when I was doing alot more psychedelics, I used to visit this Temple quite frequently.
Even in my dreams at night, I would find myself in these temples, ancient and futuristic looking.
The inhabitants would be dressed somewhat tribal, Red Blues and Yellows would be there main coulors of dress.
They would seem to be judging me and my actions here on Earth.
At times in my waking life, I could feel how these Temple residents were influencing my day to day actions.
My friends, atleast half a dozens times during DMT have all commented "I was in a temple!"
Now even this picture here on tribe, potrays the light of consciouness, going upward from the earth (flower of life), up thru the DREAM, then up thru the veil of the MATRIX, leading to the TEMPLE stairs.
dmt.tribe.net/photos/6dcc...1eb3180483d7
does anyone have a firm idea as to what this TEMPLE might be and how it relates to our daily lives?
Does it really exist or is it just another one of my psychedelic fantasys?
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