Kevin:

What a fabulous idea. I was thinking about extra-terrestrials last night while watching the state of the union address. I was hoping that Bush would finish his speech with a little side note regarding the various treaties and communications with the visitors. Maybe next year...

However, you sound interested not in the gross physical manifestations of higher intelligence (the grays and such), but rather the polymorphic, ontologically anomalous entities that reside underneath the cloak of dreaming. In that case, from what I have gathered, the entities that reside in the DMT realm can be represented in a number of different ways. As Terence said, there are literally thousands upon thousands of cosmic dimensions pouring into the DMT realm. This is apparently the reason for its seemingly alien vibe.

I draw and paint here and there and I try to capture these dimensions as best I can. The primary item that catches my attention is the manifestation of novel creations, along with the sound that is involved. And in terms of sound, I think the reason why they are called elfin is because they have these high pitched squeaky sounds that meander their way through the conscious observer’s reawakened subtle sense mechanisms.

Here is the same print that I sent you earlier, except this is a larger, nicer version.

I consider most of this piece to be a reminder to myself of what these dimensions consist of. Several areas in particular remind me of the visible language. Save the image and view it in Windows image viewer (or whatever) so that you can rotate the image. I drew it so that each angle represented a particular emotion, expression…

www.jacobaman.com/DimitrisCampground.jpg

I am going to be scanning more images in soon so that I can add more to my (pathetic) website.

Hope my image scares someone…


Love,

Jacob

"What did they look like? What was the feeling of their presence, in other words, what feelings did being in their presence bring up? What if anything did they say, communicate? Was this communication done through a language or was it more on a telepathic level? How many were there? What doses were involved, how many tokes? Did they seem other or did they seem to be aspects of your own psychology?"

Good question(s). But I'll be kinda brief , as these experiences are quite difficult to put into words..as I'm sure you know. There were two of them & they looked as if they were part of the visions(behind closed eye's) swirling within the colors & patterns. No mistaking it though cause it was a feeling of them being there..I just knew instinctively. They hovered in front of me for a bit & then I felt as if something attached to my head. It was then that I started to recieve information ..all telepathic. They told me that they were intelligent beings from a different dimension & that they are able to communicate inside these realms. I said these words aloud & got a feeling that they were happy or perhaps glad that I realized this...I had gotten the message. I do believe that they went into & through my body/head, but I was understandably quite blown away & recalling it is somewhat foggy.
I know myself & I know these drugs...This was way beyond my personality/psychology. I couldn't have dreamt it in a millon years. Although, I must admit that I'd been wanting to meet them. I think that they come when THEY feel that one is ready for such an experience, as not everyone I have seen take similar doses has had contact. This experience was approx. 40mgs, 2 tokes n,n...Not much I know, but I have a special gift for the "appreciation" of psychedelics ;)

Great topic Kevin & you? Looking forward to reading plenty of contact stories here.
PEACE

Where to begin...I suppose I should state that it took about 5 or 6 "attempts" at a breakthrough. unknown ammounts where used, I was scared and honestly a little prude about "piling it on". On the 6th attempt lets say I saw ...something...very unclear working the "strings" of the geometrical patterns I was focusing on....it was formless, but i KNEW of its presence.

Before one reads on I want you to know why I define them as Elves. To me they always appear as the same, that is what astonishes me the most, they are familer every single time. Sometimes they have clothes, other times they don't. They always have Eyes that gleam with divine light (never pupils), they have a face with a chin and nose...and always I see pointed ears. I call them Elves because in most fantasy worlds the Elfin races are of higher intellect, they have pointy ears and are vested in the arts of magick. And to me these "entities" embody all those things. I find myself often wanting to bite my lip when I regard them with pointy ears but I must give you all the truth as I have experianced it.

Breakthrough #1: 2 hits from a waterpipe. Unknown ammount, it may be described as "alot". The Breakthrough was instant, I looked around and I was in the middle of the biggest rave/party/festival I have ever seen. The "crowd" went for miles in all directions it seems, when I decided to pay attention to anyone in partcilar in the crowd I noticed they all wore the most ornate clothing made of shifting geometrics, and they had pointy ears! they all danced with rave toys of the future: I can describe one mechanism perfectly. This elf holds two wands one in each hand, on the end of the wand glistened a gem of spasming colors. With these wands an elf was controlling a shifting geometrical shape around, the wands are like devil sticks if anyone knows what that is... throwing instead of another stick around effortless in the air, would be a circle, that turned into a square, that turned into a hexagon, a pentagon, etc, etc, etc, etc. This toy was completly captivating...i was tranced up untill I noticed the music of this party was INCREDIBLE!!! the bass was poooounding and the grooves where out of this dimension for sure. I took quick notice that I thought some elfs wore skirts, i thought "does that one have a skirt? is it a female?" ...I suddenly noticed myself flying towards a huge temple in the distance. This next part is hard to describe but I'll do my best. I was initiated through a ceremonial "rights of passage", They had the same ornate clothing as the elfs from the festival but this time they had very tall egyptian pharoh looking hats with a Golden Serpent coming from the forehead of the headdress. I can describe the initian like this, you know the childs game london bridge where you send a person through an arch made by two people holding hands? this is exactly what I went through, elfs on either side of me where forming an arch by holding the hands of the elfs across from each other. I flew under maybe a couple hundered thousand sets of elf made archways before I hit the temple gate...the second I hit the gate there was the white light; at this point I opened my eyes and gasped for air...I was looking at the grass and the sun had just set.

#2. Unknown Ammount, another large pile in waterpipe. I was serverly intimidated by intensity of the last experiance that I chickened out at the last second, a friend who was watching reassured me all would be fine....This time it was taken in 1 hit. The first thing I noticed was a quick flash of patterns, than I noticed there where hands holding a tool, twisting a pixel as if it was a screw and ratchet. It occured to me during the experiance the tool being held was the same "tool" they used for the rave toy from the previous trip. Now that I had noticed the tool I noticed the tools owner, an elf (garbed in clothing that was very much apart of the patterns going on around it) with pointy ears was weaving the fabric of reality together. Once i noticed him weaving the fabric of existance, I saw them all, creating. This was when the mother of all things presented herself, she was gorgous, her skin sheening gold and hair vibrant shades of blue and green. she floated/hoverd (all I could see of her was from her upper chest and above, just like a puppet master working above the scenes) above all the elfs that where busy weaving and creating microuniverses. After she flew in and told me to not be afraid, that she loved me very much and she said "this is all going to happen very fast, you don't have much time here and we have so much to show you: pay attention"...with this I noticed the long cords that ran from the elves to the mothers fingertips, she was bending and manipulating her fingers which caused the elfs to move and function. I followed a cord from her fingers to an elf, where my vision zoomed in and I saw this elf creating a perfect sphere out of cogs. it was amazingly complex with many layers of cogs that had their own shifting geometrical patterns. past this part of my experiance is a complete blur, I was shown many many things at the speed of light. The next thing I remember her saying is "we've shown you all we can" and I was floating away from her, she was growing smaller fainter and soon she faded into the already fading geometrics.

Experiance #3. Unknown ammount in conjunction with mushrooms. 1 lungfull from a waterpipe: I am inclined to believe the ammount I had on this experiance was far less than what I had done previously, but my mind set may have played a large role. I missed the breakthrough, but the visual pattern created for me is beyond words...I was truely flabergasted by its beauty....it moved and shifted to enchanting harmonics. I remained in a trance for a good hour because of the mushrooms and litterly just laid down and fell asleep afterwords.

Experiance #4. Before this experiance I felt like I had made some of the upmost progress, I had been given sacared knowledge and initiation, made contact and communicated with the entities. I felt "accepted" by this point and any anxiety or fear i've had of the experiance had left. 1 lungfull from a waterpipe of unknown doseage. I held this one in as long as I could, per recommendations. I blew the smoke out and and saw shifting squares. I looked at one particular square and it opened like a door, very tiny, and a road was created instantly and a female elf with (im not kidding) a plaid skirt came running up to me, at first she was small because the doorway she came out of was far away, but she ran down the road with super speed and ran right up to me, with the biggest smile on her face she started waving at me. I looked from her to the doorway she had come out of and it appeared to me that she came out of ...a bathroom?! but...that diddn't make any fucking sense. So i stated to myself "you have a bathroom in here?"...she laughed and ran back into the door she had come out of (the bathroom) and as the door closed the entire vision turned into another vision of an elf playing a game of pool! 8-ball side pocket kinda pool, as the vision appeared I felt them say "yea we have a bathroom, we play this game too"
and than the vision returned back into shifting patterns. I took no notice of these patterns and said to myself "pool?!" and than the vision flashed BACK to them playing pool and I heard "yes, pool"...and as quick as it shifted to them playing it went back to patterns. This cycled about 3 or 4 times before Instead of going "pool?!" I thought "why do they play pool? pool (I think) is a horrible game"...vision flashed back to them playing pool and they said, as if I was unaware, "because! IT'S SO FUN!!!!" I did not have any time to register before they said "and by the way, all that chakra stuff is real, see look" and they showed me all of my chakras working together in harmony, sending energy around the matrix of my body. As I was shown this my jaw started to hang open and I heard an elf say "if it helps you cope with our existance you can just let your jaw hang in astonishment"....boy did that freak me out to be suggested to do something as I was in the process of doing it. With that last tidbit of advice they left me ....completely bewildered.

#5. I can't describe the experiance much at all, they formed themselfs with less detail....more like shadows amongst the visual patterns. I tried to do a 3rd eye Chakra meditation (with closed eyes you stare at the point between your eyebrows) because I thought it may bring them into the forefront with clarity . as I did this I felt a painfull surge of electricity shoot out of my brain and run down my spine and through my body. As I did this I received 1 message which was "You don't have to think that hard here, be easy". My mind relaxed at this point and I focused in on the buzzing and the full body massage I was receiving from some sort of sexy tenticals (felt like an orgasm) for the rest of the experiance as I baselined.

#6 1 lungfull from a waterpipe. was 75mg. Before I went to hyperspace I heard my friend say "theres still more in here, take another hit" but it was too late...my eyes shut and I saw them "crawl out of the woodwork" as terrence described once, they where jumping and doing tripple backflip twists from one side of my visual field to the other,having a gay time dancing all around. my vision zoomed back and I noticed that the elfs that were dancing and jumping around formed the body of a of a very large elf. I had to look up at him to see his face. He zoomed in close to me and I saw a huge smile on his face. He said "You're going to put your hands on your face" but he said this to me just as I was putting my hands over my face to hide from him! he was kinda scarey looking, he had the most mischevious grin on his face. My astonishment grew deeper; How did he know I was going to put my hands on my face?!...He than said "You're going to look left" as he said this I turned my head to the left, every visual pattern behind the elf turned into ARROWS pointing LEFT!!! ...he suggested that because I had looked left, looking right would be the most obvious and relevant thing for me to do next. As I did so the arrows turned from pointing left to pointing right.
I looked back at him and I was astonished and horrified at their ability to do one of two things. They either had the ability to a) Read your mind, and control your mind. They know what you are going to do before you do it, and they are the instigaters of thoughts and actions. or b) They know what you're thinking as soon as you think it....either way I was dead set on being completely beside myself with this notion. Before the elf left he said "your jaw" and I noticed It was hanging wide open...at this point I opened my eyes and my friend who had blasted off before me was sitting there smiling at me. ...

#7 is the most recent. doseage was between 75-100mg, 1 lungfull from a waterpipe. As soon as I broke through and saw them; they where doing truely the most amazing thing I had ever witnessed.specificly the thought I had was "wow this is so incredible I can't wait to tell xxx about this", with this they sort of mocked me and said "you think THIS is incredible? wait till you see...this" and with the word "this" it was beyond any comprehension all that was displayed...I had been listening to a song that I will routinely use for psychedelic excursions, so im very familer with it. If im listening to any part of the song I know exactly how much time is left before it ends, so I clued into the fact the song was almost over! It had been about 3mins and I did not have much time in this most sacred of places. An elf floated up to me and counted down on his millions of fingers "you have 100 seconds with us, 99 seconds with us, 98 seconds with us.." I sat, tranced as he put down a finger for each second reamaining. When it was all done he said "Times up, but before you go we wanted to give you something"
a hand reached out from behind me, over my shoulder, a very blurry thing was being held in the hand of the outstretched arm. This "thing" was placed exactly in the center of my focal point. As it was placed into my focal point it went from being an undescribable blurry mess to the most beautifull ornamente I've ever seen. If the dmt elves have christmas trees this is what they decorate them with. It glistened with such beauty I was swollen with tears untill it faded.


I've held back from posting these trips in any ammount of lenghty detail for along time. partly because of the fact that I hardly believe my own experiances, let alone inviting someone else to believe.

Three large tokes> hey this is happening fast> eyes close, flying through large psychadelic kaleidoscope> disembodied now, hovering hundreds of feet above, watching myself and all the movement around me> what sounds like intelligent language of super low frequency coming from below (earth?), but i can't understand it> what sounds like intelligent language of super high frequency coming from above (space?), also can not understand> re-embodying now, eyes open slowly, my body is in wave form, looking at my arms which have no deffinate form, a continual ripple> this slowly fades and i awaken to normal consciousness.